I’ve decided not to do a 2016 recap because I want to do something different. I always make recaps, haha.
These past few days, I’ve been in conversation with the Lord and asking Him to give me a glimpse into what 2017 might look like for me. I’ve always did things my way; always pursuing and prioritizing my wants. And I’ve come to terms with the fact that this life has never been about me to begin with and that it’s always about God and His will. So I’ve made it a goal for myself to make 2017 a year for God’s will to manifest in my life. And in that moment, God has revealed two things to me. Many passions and visions that God has placed in my heart revolve around these two concepts…
2017 is to be a year of new beginnings and intentionality.
“He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear the Lord and put their trust in him” (Psalm 40:3)
The latter part of 2016 became a transitional period for me. God has truly been faithful and good to me, pouring blessings in my life; I got engaged to my best friend and the love of my life, I bought a new car, and Franzon and I had received a pressing in our hearts to lead our young adult ministry at church. I am very much humbled with God’s provisions. But I’ve realized that great blessings come with greater responsibility and I’ve noticed that the blessings and the call that the Lord has given me demands sacrifice and responsibility from myself in order for these new beginnings to come to fruition. And God has really been prepping me in this season. In a few months or so, I’m going to embark on a new journey in my life as a wife and partner to my husband. Franzon and I are slowly being transitioned out from leading youth to young adults, which is an entirely different ballpark. Involvement in church has been so evident among my young adult peers; a new direction that our church is heading into.
And none of this was orchestrated by me; it was all God. And for HIS PURPOSE. And just as the verse says above, all of these blessings are new songs that the Lord has put in my mouth and in my heart. These are all just means to give praise, honor, and glory to Him, for the sake of people seeing Him; His goodness, His faithfulness, and his beauty and majesty and put their trust in Him. I am just a vessel used for His glory and I am honored to be a part of His great plan and I can’t wait to see what God has in store.
“The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me, because the Lord has anointed me to bring good news to the poor; he has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to those who are bound” (Isaiah 61:1)
I realized intentionality comes in two parts: initiation and follow through. I am horrible at initiating and I am horrible at follow through. So I guess you can say intentionality is not my strong suit, haha. And I guess this is where God is going to press and hone me. I need to be more intentional with my passions, my goals, my plans, my relationships, my friendships, spreading the Gospel, etc. If I’m going to do something, I need to follow through with it.
Jesus was always intentional with everything that He did. He was always intentional because there was purpose behind it, which was to reveal His glory and His majesty. With that being said, I think I am just as called to be intentional with everything that I say or do, for His glory. My life is supposed to reflect what the Lord has done in my life and sometimes, when I take a step out of myself, I have to question my motives. “Are you reflecting Jesus?” is the question I always ask. Because everything that I do or say is supposed to be a reflection of who God is. If God is supposedly my Lord and my Savior, but I live contrary to what His Word says, then that defeats the purpose.
As a Christian who has submitted her whole entire life to God, I’ve surrendered the will of my flesh and submitted to His will.
This.. is something that I forget ALL THE TIME. It’s hard for me to distinguish things of this world and things of the Kingdom; or… okay fine, it’s not hard. I just choose the things of this world over things of the Kingdom. (Man, the convictions of the Lord are so real, haha.) So because of this back and forth, it’s hard for me to commit to being intentional. But in this very moment, I need to decide what is important, and Jesus is way more important to me than my selfish desires. Choosing my will tells God that my ways are better than His ways. I’m done giving myself excuses to not be intentional and prevent me from fulfilling God’s purpose for my life. The verse above is a reminder of that purpose. There is a huge calling on my life to do the will of the Father, and it’s about time that I actually believe that.
2016 was a year of grace and a year that I stepped into my calling. and now it’s time to pursue it head on in 2017. It’s not always going be sunshine and daisies, but I trust that God has it all taken care of. He always has.
So Lord, thank you for what you brought in 2016. Let’s get 2017 rolling, shall we?